PURPLE LINE IS RELEASED TODAY! WOOO :) *goes off to z-degrees*

My day? Have I mentioned how much I hate shopping with my mother? I think that's one of the reasons why I'm not into shopping as much anymore, haha.

Today was weird, I didn't sleep at all last night, I think I finally slept at like 10am and then woke up at 12 'cos  I heard my mum all like 'We have to go because the pest control's going to come any minute now! Blacktown? Or city?' and I woke up and was like 'Parra?!:D' and we ended up going there lolol.

There was a time today I was talking to David & Jasmine in one convo at 5am in the morning hahaaa. And when I looked outside, you know how I kept talking about that 'ONE' star in the morning?! It was there again! lol I'm an idiot, I think it's always been there -_-;;; and I did nothing in bed after msn was being a bitch and signed me out so I gave up and turned the computer off, and did those workouts where you lie on your back in bed and you do what you do when you ride in a bike except in the air haha. Someone on Soompi said it made her legs thinner! So I did that for a whole 3 minutes, and my legs hurt and it felt gooood :\
MY OFFICIAL WORKOUT MUSIC IS NOW 'TELL ME' hahaaaa. No, not really. But it was the only 'upbeat' song on my mp3 since the theme was soft piano songs (again.)

Got out of my room at 6-something and went to watch TV and watched DARIA! haha. WHY DOES THE ASIAN GIRL SPEAK SO SLOW?!?! She sounds like one of those people who are high on pot.

After the pest control dude left, we left the house and walked to Doonside IN THE FREAKING HEAT. And then went into the bank to activate my keycard and blahhh walked to the station and Simon and some of his friends were there and I walked past him and I thought he didn't see me but then when I went to sit down he was like 'Ann! :D' and I waved and his friends smiled at me lol, which was weird because he seemed nice today other than the last time where he was like 'ARE YOU PREGNANT?!' and I was like 'NO, WTF? ARE YOU CALLING ME FAT?!' uh no I didn't actually say that to him, but THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT. Wanted to slap that bitch silly >_>

The first thing when we got to Parra was ate, which was my breakfast I guess, cos I didn't eat and it was already 1pm or something haha. This random dude came up to our table and showed us this paper and it said something like 'I'm deaf, can you please spare $5?' and my mum gave him 2 bucks cos she said she didn't have 5 dollars then he smiled and walked to the other table and I turned to her and was like 'Ma, you do have 5 dollars.' and when the deaf guy was asking this another person for money, that other person was gesturing 'no no' and then my mum called the deaf guy back and swapped the money she gave him with two 1 dollar coins and then he went away again, and my mum got her money back and gave him 5 dollars T_T and when he FINALLY went my mum was like, "You know why I did that?"
"Why?"
"I feel sorry for him because I keep thinking back when David didn't have enough money for the bus and he was asking people for money but no one gave him any."
"..."
yeah okay.

oh~ there was this one time where '4 Seasons of Loneliness' started playing out of no where LOL.

Shopped, window shopped, blahhhh didn't buy anything for myself. I'm trying to save money okay!? T_T When we walked out of Westfield it was really dark and rainy and thundery, we caught the train to Blacktown, turns out that BLACKTOWN STATION had a blackout so everything was offff and we had to catch the bus.

'Only One Person' - F.T Island is a good song to listen to when you're out in the rain LOL. Love In The Ice Too! gah, that song makes me sad.

When I came home one of the trees in my backyard fell down LOL. I thought it was lightning at first but I guess it's just the wind =x

RGHH I swear I had more to blog about, but I just can't remember now.

bye.

Brushing back a strand of hair from my face, I looked up at JaeWon again, but this time with a shy look on my face. "JaeWon . . . I think I love you."

The smile on JaeWon's face faded; then, he sighed. "You shouldn't take it so lightly. It's a serious word to say; a hard word to say."

I blinked, confused at how he was taking my words. This time, more aggressively, I said, "I love you. What's so serious about it? Yah, don't roll your eyes at me Yoon JaeWon."

"May, You don't get it – it's like saying, 'I'm having a heart-attack.'"
" . . And your point is?"
"You don't tell people you have a heart attack unless you REALLY do! Get it?!"

"God damn it Yoon JaeWon, why do you always do this?! You ruin moments and cell phones like it's NOTHING. Who are you to preach to me when I can say things? Why can't you just be normal and be flattered?! Ugh, I'm leaving." Throwing the blanket off of me for good, I started to get up. That was enough embarrassment. I try to be romantic and tell the guy I love him, and he does this to me?

"Wait – "
"What?!"
"I'm having a heart attack."

- Conversations Between Us (Solangel @ Soompi)
 May & Jaewon on their last night together T_T

Okay so around fifteen minutes ago, I read the very last chapter--no, epilogue, to CBU and I was crying like a mofo throughout the whole five pages. and I read all 41 chapters in FIVE DAYS. eh, weird.. every number I mentioned was 'five' @_@

REALLY, this is probably one of the BEST fanfics I've ever read. Ever ever ever. I don't care what anyone else says LOL. No wonder the author won FIC OF THE YEAR. Because this was just amazing and she deserved it.

All the events lead to something, all the clues lead to something... and this is how it turns out. WHYYYYYYYY?! Sangwoo is a bstard, I hate him. FOR CALLING, INFORMING, THAT MAY WAS WITH JAEWON AT THE HOSPITAL VISITING HIM, WHEN MAY ALL THIS TIME THOUGHT SANGWOO HAD MEMORY LOSS .. but he didn't. He went to the Boss leader, Kim JiYong's plan and chose gang-life over the girl he likes and Jaewon. RGH I HATE YOU SANGWOOOOO. FEWRUEWFSF;EWR.
cos JiYong had gangs to patrol everywhere for Jaewon because JiYong wanted him DEAD. Long story, I'm not bothered to explain LOL

Choi SangWoo & Yoon JaeWon = leaders of two different gangs in Korea. Crist & Mayhem.

The story has gangs in it, violence, action, humor, romance, the beginning was cliche I guess, but then came in the drama.

LOL I just wrote up like 5 paragraphs of what it was about but I deleted it, cos it's gonna make this entry heaps long. If you're really interested, read it here: http://www.soompi.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=79870 and if it asks you to log in, I'll give you my acc :) or rather, just make one (trust me, Soompi is really entertaining lolol.)

But mark my words, IT'S REALLY REALLY GOOD.Though it's one of those stories where you either hate it or love it. I loved it.

And the reason why my title is 'April loves Black Coffee' is because it was this thing between Jaewon and May. It was the day May found out how obssessed Jaewon was with black coffee and then they were drunk one night (freakn FUNNY chapter LOL!) and they were in this alley and Jaewon tagged 'MAYHEM' on the wall and then wrote 'April loves Black Coffee' cos he pretended/didn't know her name and was like "I remember it being a month... April?" and so after that, he kept calling May 'April' to piss her off, and then yeaaah, later Jaewon's nickname became Black Coffee, haha.

Jaewon's really mysterious and mean in the beginning but then when he's with May he's a dork and Sangwoo in the beginning, was the good guy then the bad guy and at the end he was the bad guy. Rgh.

Sol, the author, says 'Conversations of Us' can be viewed as a cruel twist of the old cliche storyline of guy-likes-girl-but-girl-likes-other-guy or a story entirely in it's own twisted genre.

so yeaaah~ I heard there's going to be a sequel :DDD

"But, whenever I think of JaeWon now, I try my best not to cry. There were so many more things we were suppose to do together. There were so many conversations we could've had. Now, all I can do is to try not to remember the moment he died in my arms and I was kissing him. No matter how painful that memory is, I try not to remember it now. I try to remember the good memories - the ones where we fought and bickered for fun, the ones where we fought and made-up, the ones where we held hands and kissed. The last night he was with me, and the last day we spent together. Those are the memories I keep close to my heart. JaeWon deserves my best memories, not my sorrow. I can't change the past, so I learn to let go slowly.

It took me a year to accept that. It took me a year to calm down. It took me a year to recollect all these thoughts and talk about it now.

But . . . where my heart still is, I admit I'm not too sure. When the sky starts to cry, I become reminiscent and lonely. Although I like to think I've moved on, I can't help but think that. I shouldn't have let go, I should've held on tighter. The beginning was so pure and pubescent, virgin and untainted. When a person is gone, should you miss him or remember him? If you miss him, do you look back at old pictures and cry? If you remember him, do you think of the tone of his voice, his laughter? Do you think back to the conversations between you and him? Truth is, I will always be his April, and he will always be my Black Coffee."

- Conversations Between Us.

I swear I can imagine it as a drama -_-

well! time to read another one! LOL. and no Ahra, I don't get confused when I read so many fanfix at the same time haha. The other fanfics I'm reading are either not completed.. so while I'm waiting for them to be updated I read completed ones LOL.

I have NO IDEA why that song was the first thing in my head this morning, so don't give me faces >:[

Horoscope for the 13th:
Make sure you're still in the right place when things start to get weird today -- just sit still, actually, and you should be fine. Keep an eye on any little things you don't want to lose, too.

^ HOW CAN YOU NOT BELIEVE HOROSCOPES?! D: I swear maan. Yesterday I was wearing my earrings right? the ones Ahra gave me, and when I looked in the mirror I ended up wearing only one and I was panicking, trying to look for it, and I even told David about it T_T and then I found it on the floor between my bed and the desk in front of my window .. cos I was sleeping for a little bit. LUCKKY! I thought it fell in the shower, but then I knew I don't shower with earrings on @_@

Horoscope for today:
You're filled with great energy right now, and should find that it's amazingly easy to get stuff done. Work on school projects, getting in shape or that budding romance -- it really is all good!

"On the 14th, home in on your workout. It's really important to keep your body warm through the cold winter months."

hah, when I first read my monthly 'horoscope' that's what it said ^ and I was like WTCRAP? you know freakn hot it is right now? but now I know why LOL. It's COLD today. And it's true, I feel really energetic today! because you know why? It's not EFFING HOT unlike the past 3,4 days. Hot days piss me off. Cold days = win.

I think I was supposed to go to North Sydney today to help Ate Edwina set up internet on their new computer or something. But ah well~ today I just feel like staying at home, amateur working out, soompi stalking, whatever it is that I do..

and today I feel good because my hair actually looks like the way I want it to. It was pissing me off the past few days cos the right side kept curling in ><"

I WANT TO WATCH EHB EP 10 WITH SUBS! DongBangJunior (LOL.) are trying out chilli and I want to see Jae's reactionnnn since he LOVES spicy food! rgh, I don't think I can ever take that T-T heard he say that he said it was 'sweet' LOL. It was aired yesterday and it's already uploaded on YT but it's without subs! (Am I not patient enough to wait for subs like I did with last week's?)

gah.

I've been reading this really reallly good completed fic called 'Conversations Between Us' and I've read 26 chapters already~ it's the fic of the year on Soompi, and I heard it has a sad ending ^^

And you know how I love sad endings >:[

I would explain what the storyline is about, but I suck at explaining, and I might explain it wrong and would probably give you the wrong impression of the story and I don't want to do that cos it really is a good story.

*edit*

Current favourite song!

Ai Nante - NewS. Rating? 10/10 LOL. It's been on repeat ever since yesterday and the playcount is 31 already. SERIOUSLY, who knew NewS could make such .. pretty, sad songs? I don't know if it's sad or not cos I haven't read the translation, but it sounds sad. And not all of NewS, I think it's just three of them- Ryo, Tegoshi (the cute one ;D!) and Shige? To the person/s singing in the beginning and in the bridge---I'M IN LOVE WITH YOUR VOICE. Who are youuu?!

It's one of those songs where.. it's piano in the beginning and after he sings 'Ai nante~' the instruments kick in. Guitar, drums, the whole shizzle. ahhh~ RECOMMENDED! :)

Anyways, it's 7:27pm and I'm FT.Island-ing because I have no idea what's new with them, the last time I knew they just had their Malaysian concert at the end of the year last year and when they returned to Korea I remember HongKi was doing a duet with Younha LOL. Or.. something, haha.

ROFL! oh maan, the KAT-TUN thread cracks me up hard hahah. Not really talking about what's new w/ KT, but just debates on who's better: NewS or KAT-TUN, or how Jin is killing fangirls around the world with his hip rolling or how Junno looks so much like Changmin (like I've said A MILLION TIMES lol.) And there are some slight arguments about 'why KT are so popular in the first place?' :\  but anyway, I found this! ;D (credits to the chick who posted)

Jin: "Kame ne, I expected him to be really bad at driving. But unexpectedly, he drives pretty normal."
Kame: "Hey! I drove in Tokyo, Chiba, Kanagawa, Hokkaido and Okinawa, everywhere."
Jin: "Me too, I also got around. I was in Nerima, Futogotamagawa and such......."
Kame: "Aren't those all places in Tokyo?"
Jin: "Well, okay..."

Jin who's too late: "It's true that I fell asleep on the train and missed my stop. But you can't really blame me, in my dream, I was also on the train, and when it was my stop, I got out like I was supposed to."

LOLOLOLOL 8DD

I realised that the first guy I start to 'like' in boybands are ALWAYS the youngest. When I started to really get to know DBSG I liked Changmin for a while, in KAT-TUN I liked Taguchi, F.T Island - Minwhan, Big Bang - SeungRi, but it's all changed now LOL. Heh, wouldn't it be weird if I liked Jin? cos then it'd be like-

Jaejoong + Jiyong + Jin = @_@
what's with me and guys that start with J?! D:

Anywaaaay, I think I just wasted another day of my 6 weeks netjunking and reading fics =x (pfsh, isn't that what you always do?)

sigh- I wish there was more to my life. THERE SHOULD BE, RIGHT?! I mean, am I the only person that's like this?! Am I the only fifteen year old in Australia just... sitting in her room almost everyday, following the same routine every morning, and shizzle?! it's holidays isn't it? I'M SUPPOSED TO BE OUT HAVING A 'BLAST'~!! I need excitement. ADVENTURE. ROMANCE! heh, kidding~ oh but! maybe I'm like, one of those boring girls with a boring life and then BAM a hot mysterious, adventurous guy who's the opposite of me comes into my life and then he turns my whole world upside down. WAAAH I WISHHH! Why can't my neighbours on the left side move out then some hot fob asians move in next door!? LOOOL ><;; shut up Annnn.

hmm well there is a basketball hoop out front LOL.

Okay so one day this guy is gonna be playing basketball at the front and I'm... just gonna be watching him through my window D: AHH I'M KIDDING! I'M NOT LIKE THAAAT. Okay okay, different scenario! I go out of the house and check the mail and then the next thing I know I'm on the floor and I wake up and the first thing I see is this guy, ahem, let's call him Jiyong, with a basketball in his hands, and is like 'Are you okay?! I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hit you!' and then I look at him closely and then he shows me his cute, cheesy smile of his AND~! *corny love @ first sight music begins to play* muahah:)

I'm so bored it's not funny -_-

Jaejoong: Can I show you what a love can do whoa-oh~



awh it looks weird when it's resized ]:

I started out with cropping out the first picture on the top left and then added the second picture and I didn't like it so I wasn't going to save it but I just did anyway cos YOU KNOW HOW LONG IT TOOK ME TO CROP IT OUT ?! and I didn't wanna do it again so I just added the most random pictures LOL. And this was the result. Not the pictures I wanted to use! But hey, it looks cool ;D *stares at Jae's arms*

...

anyway >_>

I'm going to make another one LOL. I love photoshop because it helps pass the time (Y) and this time I'm going to carefully pick the pictures I want to use.

I BELIEVE THAT SECOND IS ALWAYS BETTER THAN THE FIRST :)

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Okay first off, after a day of endless walking in very uncomfortable shoes, I came home today & rushedddd to the computer just to see if the Purple Line MV is out, but turns out only the preview got uploaded LOL. It was only 1 minute and 41 seconds but HOMAHGAD, I ALREADY KNOW HOW FRCKN HOT THE MV IS GOING TO BE! D: rghhh so spazzing out atm T____T! THEY'RE DANCING! and at least there weren't any girls =x  omg the dancing part when they were like 'aye~aye~' IS SO GAHHHSDFIUEFSDREWHOTTT. I was like >=OOOOOO the whole time and the person I couldn't take my eyes off was Jaejoongggggggg. I think all of them are hot in the em-veeeeeee! especially JAE. AND YUNHO. JAEHOOOOO~ gahh speaking of YUNHO. I had a dream about him last night, and Ahra was with me! okay more on that later LOL. ahh Xiah in the elevator~ AND AND AND! I heard the 'NO?' and 'Darkness Eyes' preview and the first thought that came up when I heard 'NO?' was that it was dreamy LOL there's this part where Junsu was like 'Kiss me darling~' and DUDEEEEEEEE! DARKNESS EYES!!! I swear when I hear the full song I'm going to go crazy, cos I'm loving it alreadyyyyyyy. It's heartwrenching ]: and I LIKE IT lol. I dunno how to explain it, it sounds like a bad-ass, sad song? The song that'll play in the part of the drama where... the bad guy kisses you LOL!  when you know you're not supposed to love himmmm. LOL I don't know -_-

If the japanese Purple Line MV is this hot,
imagine what the korean PV would be like *O*

I'll edit this later :)

Ann currently has a bitchin' headache and does not know the cause for it. Homg, it hurts to nod T_T and right now, I'm going crazy on downloading brushes so I'm DL-ing as much as I can. Thank you soompi for the 'FONTS BRUSHES + TEXTURES' thread, you are my lifesaver :) because I couldn't be bothered going on..
Blogskins and finding brush sites the long way. SO THERE :)

I really want to do a collage of pictures taken with our friends! cos I think it'll look COOL! ;D but I don't have much pictures at all =x  bleh. I'm just going to start my HERO collage lololol. I have so many pictures of him it's not funny. Speaking of Dong Bang, CHANGMINNIEEE IS CUTE AGAIN. Or did I already blog about that ages ago? haha. OBSERVE-

I have a more recent picture, but I think he looks better here LOL.
Dirty! Say money! No I don't want your Dirty caaash! I saw GD's sexy version for Dirty Cash the other day LOL. Made me laugh! ehh sexy? maybe @ the end where he whispers. fdsw;fwer. His whispering voice makes me go 'awww~'! I long for the day he sings to me on the phone and whispers 'Saranghamnida~' hah I wish >_> well, he did say it to a fan on stage and sing to her! And the song he was singing was by a girl called ANN. Sign much?! That was so me & GD's song >:[ kidding.

Emo rock? I haven't listened to any in forever until today LOL. At Ahra's house, on Phillip's iPod. Ahra and I were singing to Emery LOL. Today I woke up, annoyed, cos my mother and brother were in my room at like 9 or 10 and they were so LOUD and were on the computer then I fell back asleep and woke up at 1:30-something. I had to clean my rooom cos I told my mum that Phillip was going to come at 2 and so she was like-

'Tidy up your room~!! Aren't you going to be embarrased when your classmates see the mess?!'
'...no T_T'

I'm the type that never FIXES up the bed in the morning >_> seriously, what's the point when you're going to mess it up again when you go to sleep tonight? I don't get it. After, Ahra called and told me how LJ was being a biiitch cos he wouldn't just give the XP cd and that Phillip was at Mounty and I was like 'Whaat T_T' so then I just came over and then turned out that Phillip ended up coming to my house like 15 minutes later, haha. We went to Ahra's to fix up her comp.

Got there, Phillip installed the XP shizzle, ate popcorn, danced to The Last Farewell  with the popcorn, installed internet, went on my blog, went on Soompi to show Ahra EHB pictures and yeaaah. I think Phillip was bored cos he was playing with that .. block thing >_> and Ahra's mum dropped us back home. & My family got home at the same time as me haha.

Homahgad, I really want to write something really really good. There's really good fanfics out there and it inspires me to write LOL. But I don't know, I hate writing cos I always suffer from writer's block T_T I wish I could write like those really good fanfic authors! and I wish I could write really good songs too! LOL. Write, write, writeeee.
"She tried to hold in her tears, like a broken glass trying to hold water" - Once Loved. eh, something like that. I like the simile ALOT though. It's so simple, yet why didn't I think of that?! T_T I love ONCE LOVED, but I read one of her other one-shots and she always makes Jaejoong sick/die~!! WHYYYY?!

Kim Jaejoong. Kwon Jiyong. Realised last night that both guys I like have the same initials lolololol. How can I not notice that until now? >_>

L is for love. 74 songs come up when I type in 'love' on iTunes :)

My Piano Teacher is starting to sound sad. I DON'T WANT IT TO BE SAD! ]: I don't want Jaejoong to leave~! Why do I keep making the guys I like leave?! In MPT, Jaejoong leaves, in my GD oneshot Jiyong leaves and in MYVKBF I leave Ruki LOL >< gossh Ann, you're so unoriginal. I need to change it..

and maybe I should just give up on this ABC crap that I'm trying to do, hah. NIKKI! Ugh, what kind of guy has a nickname like that?! D: .. my brother, apparently.

Oh, PURPLE LINE MV AIRS TOMORRRRROW! GAHHH :D TVXQ! LOL, I finished watching the rest of Serendipity the other day and there was this part where the guy pointed out 'Cassiopeia' cos there were these freckles aligned like Cassiopeia on the chick's hand. First thought that came to mind? DBSK'S FANCLUB YOOO.

Dancing in the Rain just got sexier D: LOL. I watched the 'Fool's only tears' MV again and gossh. If I ever see a really good looking guy dancing in the rain like that out of no where when I'm walking down the street.. I think I'll...@_@...

Scream. LOL kidding >_> TOP! I miss TOP! U-KNOW YUNHOOO. HOMAHGAD, HE DANCED IN THE RAIN IN THE MY DESTINY MV! LOL! oh! I really didn't know that Seungri meant Victory @_@ Wow, almost up to the last letter! Xylophone! WAIT WTCRAP?! I MEAAN XIAHHHH! My Page. Rain. Dancing. Dancing in the rain. XIAH dancing in the rain = hot. YEAH YEAH YEAHS! Zomg, I am NEVER going to do this ABC crap ever ever ever ever again. 

END OF ENTRY =x

*does the Lalala dance move & flashes HOT ABS*

ah ew, scratch that---it's the total opposite for me. But obviously not for Big Bang XD~ On YSMM, G-D confessed something and was like "After doing a performance in which we revealed our upper bodies, all of my fans went away to Daesung and Taeyang" (credit-melodygreenleaf @soompi) Jiyong, you're so skinny LOL. But don't worry, I still love you~ :)

For some reason, I couldn't sleeeep in the morning--so I think I fell asleep @ like, 5? 4:45? I was just lying there in bed, listening to my mp3 and there was this time where I felt like writing.. so I wrote and wrote. MY PIANO TEACHER - oneshot version. It's reaaaally corny though, haha. CORNY + probably doesn't even make sense. Dudeee it was freaking four in the morning LOL. I was actually gonna copy and paste all of it in here, but I decided not to. I'll just C&P a little :)

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He was leaving--and as much as Ann sucked at goodbyes, she wanted to tell him not to go, she really did. Yet nothing but a mute.. nothing escaped her lips. 

The fact that he never left her side throughout the years, the fact that she never left his, the fact that he was always that one person who would make her smile.. no matter what situation--he was just always there, and so was she.

She didn't want to tell him how she felt. But what did she feel? What.. did she feel for Kim Jaejoong?

---

That smile of his. That smile. That same smile that was deeply engraved in her mind--Jaejoong, in general, was deeply engraved in her mind.

No matter how hard she tried to forget---he'd always be there.

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Once he tried to teach her the piano. "No no, you're doing it all wrong Ann.." He would say, then he'd take her hand and place it along the white cool keys of the piano where it was supposed to and should be. He would come over occasionally after school, and sometimes he'd ask "Ann, how could you have a piano in your house but never use it?" But the question never did get old for her, and she'd reply as a matter-of-factly with a "Well, I just thought it was there to look good."

On some days she would catch him singing and playing at the same time---and she'd watch, because knowing Kim Jaejoong, he would stop the second he realises that she was watching him the whole time... so she let him sing. And so he did.

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Yeaaah, about that... hah. It reminds me something I've read before, but I don't know what. It's not like I copied that, but I swear what I wrote down just came popping out of my head LOL. ugh blehhh.

Today I went to watch I am Legend with Ahra, Cara, Phillip, BJ, Japhet, Ryan, Brynn, Avi and Karl and the movie was OKAY. It was kind of sad to me though -_-;; I mean come on, losing all the people you've ever known... and you're all alone, right? Brought my camera and took pictures before & after the 'scene' (I don't know.. why am I thinking of criminal terms?)

In the car: Ahra was the picture-taker and it ended up focusing only on me -_-;;



lol, I tend to like pictures that are upside down. Sometimes they look better :)



then when I'D take the camera, Ahra is more focused and looks prettier :)



TRAINED IT HOMEEE. And RYAN IS SO FREAKING LANKY LOL!
I'm so.. short @____@ and look like I'm wearing one of those sexy veil gloves LOL.



^ and here, Ahra bumped her head on that silver thing... hard.

ahhh I SERIOUSLY haven't blogged in a while. That's a first LOL.

*Ends blog here and doesn't even make up for 3 days worth of blogging*

- That's a good thing, right?

HOMG, today and yesterday I actually WENT OUT. Is that a major to-do list point full crossed out now Ann? NO WAEEE! I still want to go out with alllll my friends and do something because I really really miss them! So my going out and actually doing something days are still not over, thank you very much.

Well today I woke up cos my brother asked me how to 'set' up his DS and I did just that, then when I went back to sleep, got a phone call, t'was Ahraya, and I'm sure we both still had our justwokeup voices--I know I did, haha. My voice is like deep and croaky T_T. Anyway, she asked if I still wanted to go Blacktown and then she was like 'it's okay if you're not bothered' but then I'm like 'nah, I'll go with you!' and then trained it to Blacktown, shopppped and Ahra actually bought what she needed to buy! (I did too!) and spent all of her 60$ which she earned yesterday lol.

Tried on things together! and I got this really cool shirt @ Valleygirl LOL.
I.. HAVE A VEST FETISH. Seriously. I really really like them! and zomg, once I saw this ripped blazer jacket thing @ city and it looked realllllllly cool. AND IT WAS CHEAP, BUT I DIDN'T GET IT!? BECAUSE PHILLIP IS FEMM! lol kidding, well not really about the feminine thing =x but I just put that in there because apparently he doesn't read my blogs and doesn't care about what I blog about LOL. Kung si Zelly lang sana--alam ko for sure! Pero, alam natin LAHAT, NA HINDI SYA NAGSUSULAT SA BLOG NYA~! (T_T) Isn't that right Aizel? ;D

Anyway! I wish I was the type who buys whatever she sees + wants, but I'm picky when I shop, cos I'm always keeping in mind about the money I have .. but one day I just want to go shopping without keeping how much money I have in mind. So I can shop carefreeeeee~ ah, I'll edit this later ^^'

edit: typed all that up in notepad^ and finally on the net since my mother was like 'No you can't go on the internet because I'm waiting for a txt to tell me to callllll' blah blah blahhhh. and Phillip? here you go T_T

SERIOUSLY! Can some one please answer this: WHAT KIND OF FACIAL EXPRESSION IS THAT?! (okay not my whole 'facial' expression, but my eyes look like they're saying something?) I honestly have no idea. and 'WTF' edit I know, but I wasn't bothered editing the original again and getting rid of the ><" and the what? haha. Well, I don't think it's an angry expression.. oh I know! Anger with a hint of sadness? ]: no wait, is it a smirk? :S ahhh I don't know mannn it's killing meee! Well not really @_@ but like .. whhaat is it?! uh anyway.

The haircut Ann, the haircut! yeah uhm, I think it's growing on me. So my attitude towards it is just like 'MEHHH, GROW LONGER AND THEN I'LL CUT YOU AGAIN FOOO' and I bought this headband today at Cotton On Body (the sexy lingerie version of Cotton On? haha. Where me & Ahra bought some stuff there LOL. Why, I didn't know you can try on bras haha. Trust me, I'm a bra noob. Ask Ahra/Jasmine. I didn't even know what my size was.) and I can finally wear my hair like Yuffie LOL! You know how she has that headband? yes anywaaay..

Ate lunch/breakfast (the events I'm recounting are SO not in order, but who cares) and I almost forgot to pay LOL. Walked around, shopped more, sat down soo many times and talked haha. oh, I got my earrings fixed! and bought 1 dollar headphones which are really crap LOL. But they're better than the ones I was using earlier kindaaa. Later, Ahra had to work so I took the train by myself and had to stand cos there was so many people and walked home and fell asleep on the lounge room floor watching 'Serendipity'.

Yep, that's it. I would write more but I feel really really lazy right now. And my legs hurt from yesterday + today T_T

roflwaffles, believe it or not---but me and my brother were miming to this. (Seventy times 7 - Brand New) No actually, I was the one singing out loud on the microphone and NK was the one who mimicked the guitar solo in which he failed to do so because it looked oh so retarded. Funny how I remember all the lyrics to this. *Looks back to my Taking Back Sunday-loving era*

HOMAHGAD! Ann missed one day of blogging! No way! I forgot what happened yesterday O.O.. but I woke up late, SHOULD'VE went to Karl's house but my mum didn't let me and should've got off the internet so that people were able to contact me. Gah..

Well, today was rather interesting. I'll start from 'my day' to the 'my thoughts' and of course.. last but not least, the usual 'hot guys news' haha.

After Ahra called me last night, I was gonna go on the net but THEN found out I ran out of netcred. Realization: My internet runs out at the most perfect times. Sometimes, anyway. I have good and bad points about not having internet x)
example- I PHOTOSHOPPED SOMETHING. AND I'M SO IN LOVE WITH IT RIGHT NOW, HAHA! No, I so did not cut and paste my head on a girl who seems to have Jaejoong's arm around her! Since it's hot-guy related, I'll leave it 'til the end.

Yes anyway, after she called, NK, my mum and I had the most weirdest, somewhat deep and real conversations. I realised me and my brother were always really open to her, we even asked her what she 'saw' in my biological dad and she told us the honest answer LOL. Even though I knew it already. My brother got sad when I asked him if he found out my mum and my step-dad wasn't his real parents LOL. Okay, I'm a bad sister lol. + we talked about many many other things like our relatives who died .. and stuff like that. My mother, altogether has 9 brothers & sisters---and there's only 7 of them left. Anywayanyway!

Went to sleep at 3, got up at 8, got dressed and everything cos I went to house-clean with my mum. We went to Town Hall, ate breakfast, went to Kinokuniya bookstore place and HOMG I saw an Alex lookalike when I walked in! His hair was black and really straight though, and he had that beard O.O

After that, I made my way to the manga section--was in a hurry cos we had to get to to the house-cleaning place at 11:30. SO I ENDED UP NOT BUYING ANYTHING DAMNIT. There was soooo many manga. I couldn't choose~!! But the only thing I was really looking for was Zettai Kareshi, but I didn't see any ]:

Left, went to Central, and to get to the place we had to walk up a BIG FREAKING HILL IN HOT/WARM WEATHER. I HATE YOU SURRY HILLS! HOW CAN DAN WHAT'S-HIS- NAME-GUY-WHO-ALWAYS-WEARS-A-SCARF-IN-AUSTRALIAN-IDOL LIVE THERE ?! Climbing hills and whatnot ]: Bleh, he probably has a car. When I was about to cross a road, there was this car in front of me and I was asking myself in my mind 'What would I do if I saw Dan in the car like that?' then I guess I would just wave and that would be it. No fangirl moments, not anything special.. just.. a wave. Then I'd get over it in the next split second, hah.

Finally got to the APARTMENT. Man, I love Sydney apartments. This wasn't the best apartment, but it wasn't so bad. It was freakn 3 STORY! And I explored around abit, the people who lived there wasn't there .. and the 3rd floor was like.. this whole room, and it had a punching bag, a piano, a computer desk and a bed on the side. Oh and a big white window on the right!! I want to live in an apartment like thaaaat. With my friends! Wouldn't that be cooool!?



Don't tell me you were expecting a grand piano or something LOL! If it was, I'd be going all crazy haha. 

And there I: mopped floors, vacuumed, wiped down tables, collapsed on the 'neat' couches only to be yelled at from my mum cos she just fixed them, tried to take pictures in the secret bathroom on the second floor but ended up not taking any, punched the punching bag, opened the piano (LOL, should I not be doing that? xD) wasn't turned on though, sweeped up leaves from the doorstep.. blah blah and all that shh.

The Australian Music Institute thing was in Surry Hills and I looked through the window and saw this really cool-looking guy on a computer with an electric guitar and HE CAUGHT ME LOOKING @ HIM >< I was like oh crap LOL!

Afterwards, decided to go back to Town Hall (SIGH.) cos my mum wanted me to buy what I wanted to buy earlier, texted Alan, he didn't txt back, went to Kinokuniya again and there was sooo many people there so I looked around again and then was like 'ah screw it, I'll go there next time' mental note: take the guys with me.

My mum shopped around abit---I hate going shopping her, seriously, it annoys me.

Ummm I forgot what happened next! But after city, we went to Parra, and zomg. I got a haircut---and it so does not suit me. And I got my kilay done LOL. Freakinggg hurt like hell. I had tears in my eyes!! But lucky the lady was nice, and she was the one who cut my hair today and last year. I LIKE MY LAST HAIRCUT BETTER. But now apparently, I look older :) no more baby-brows~! :)

*Insert Ann's hideous new 'makeover' picture here*

after Parra, went to Blacktown cos my mother promised NK that we'll watch He is Legend or whatever today and then ended up not watching it, but he got a DS instead. AND HOMGGG I FINALLY MET CHRISTINE TODAY! GUESS WHERE?! LOL. I met her in the bathroom LOL. My mum was about to leave the room and then I just stood there and Christine was washing her hands and I was like,
'Are y.. D:'
'Ann~!'
'Christine~!' LOL and then my mum went back into the room and was like D: haha. And then we all walked out together, and my mum keep saying some stuff about that Jessica chick we used to hang out with in primary school cos me, Tin and her were like tight before? haha. and asked Christine where she was working ==" and she said she works in the chemist ^^ and then after, we parted ways ]:

Went to go & eat, decided to stop by Ahra's work & say hi and we all did :) then we went to eat @ the food court and after we ate we saw Jen and Kathleen at work, haha. Waved, and Jen was like giving me the 'Did you get your eyebrows done?! :D' hand gesture and I was like yeaah ^^" after that, after that, I think that's 'bout it. Bought cheap movies @ JB-HI5 LOL. Classics. '10 things I hate about you' (cos I never get sick of that movie, haha), some movie my brother picked and 'Serendipity' in which I've heard sooo much about, it's a romance/comedy with John Cusack, I think?

Then went home. Stared in the mirror for like how many minutes and thought how weird I look now, turned on the computer and now I'm blogging.

NOW FOR THE THING I PHOTOSHOPPPPED!



I think I deserve a good pat on the back x) It really looks like a poster/banner for a fanfic! but do not mistake this as a Jiyong x Jaejoong fanfic poster my friends~! (lol, I cannot imagine them together--they're both so different O.O)
I made it cos they're my #1 favourites from my two favourite bands :)  rofl, and yes my username is 'jaexann' on Soompi. I COULDN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE AT THE TIME OLRITE T-T and plus, I only signed  up for soompi to read fics but then ended up doing everything on it nowadays. Asking questions, advice (on where to buy stuff in Sydney LOL -- that's where I found out where I can buy cheap manga in the city: KINOKUNIYAAAA @ TGV!) it's where I get Big Bang/DBSK updates and pretty much everything else. I'm thinking of making a Bright Eyes thread too cos I remember this chick made a topic, asking if there was an asian Bright Eyes O.O now that would be interesting. I wonder if I'd like them LOL.

News? Yesterday found out that DBSK's on 10 DAY VACATION ! AND ARE BACK IN KOREA ! finally. They deserved that break! but for HoSu--cos they're still in Japan doing things with the backup dancers.. trying to figure out a dance or something? don't know, don't know. But their break will be cut down to 5 days. Oh well~ better than nothing right?

BB news? I need to catch up on the thread!
The thread moves sooo fast I swear T_T
I wonder how TOP's doing.