argh, excercise is not that easy :( I rather bike it than anything else, I don't like jump-roping!!! I will never forget Ahra's birthday in year 9 where Victor came with his bike and it was exactly my size and I kept hogging it all day <3 my legs hurt for a week and I, I LOVED IT *O* that 'good' pain feeling, haha. I want a bike so much...T_T I was so close to getting one last Christmas cos I went shopping with my mother and she was randomly like, "let's get your bike!" so we looked at KMART? T_T nothing good there and it was expensive so that didn't work out. There was actually a bike store nearby but we didn't get time to go in there anymore T_____T

Lately, I've been planning out my day...^^ and starting today, I'm on (another) new diet which is no sugar, more water, breakfast everyday, small lunch and dinner and nothing after 6pm! and I'm going to try and 'jump rope' for 45 minutes+ everyday and mygad, I hope I'll see changes?! I tried to get more sleep last night and so I took a hot shower, went to bed at 11, ALMOST fell asleep to my 'sleep' playlist on my mp3 until I heard my mum talk on the phone really really really LOUD outside the bathroom which totally woke me up and it pissed me off cos I didn't sleep until 3am and I was supposed to wake up at 6/have at least 7-8 hours of sleep. Usually if I fall asleep naturally I have dreams but last night/this morning, I HAD NO DREAM T_____T I like my dreams..sometimes.

and now Nikoy's friend is over and he's filo and my mum and his mum are friends and I saw his older brother at their year 6 farewell and he reminds me of someone I can't remember who? He was okay looking, I think? -hides-

I like Donghae again. I'm watching Shanghai fancams from November and you know how Hae is during Super Show XD BESIDES THE SKINSHIP/FANSERVICE, HAHA. <3 dorky, cute, and sexydancinginawifebeateriyfiuwerew. And you know who else I like again?! KIBUM. He looked so happy and he was joining in alot even if the members forced him to dance solo XPPPP lol, I missed him so much..^^ and he showed skin during Man In Love too <3 I always like it when he raps^^ I hope he gets more lines this year in the album <3333 I used to think that if I was in a group like SJ, I'd be similiar to Kibum...or Heechul, LOL. Wait, that's complete opposite. Heenim and I kind of like the same things and we're both AB so we can be BOTH quiet and loud and would probably randomly break into 'dance' and Kibum, we share the same feelings. But anyway, I'm really anticipating the 3rd. My first time with SJ13 promotions, I was with SuPy last year and I'm going to follow 13 this year :)

Should I make SR official? :( cos today would be perfect since it's the 12th. Wait no, I won't. I WON'T. GD won't be happy if he finds out, LOL. I shall make him official if he turns back to cute piano-playing Seungri and that MNET performance doesn't count because he wasn't really playing the piano and there was a bed on the stage, lol. (but his vocals were...*O*O*O*O*O*)

Why do I always tear whenever I watch a guy singing a sad/romantic song while playing piano? RI, DO YOU KNOW YOU DO THAT TO ME?! (then again, so does Junsu, Yoochun, Jae, YB, Jonghyun....) anyway, I'm not sure. I think I'll just leave it.

Jaeyonghae.