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WHY? WHY DIDN'T I MAKE YOU OFFICIAL ON THE 12TH?! T_T like you said, every 12th of the month is special right? And I thought that day would be special too and that's why I was considering it, so WHY didn't I make you official? I was thinking of JYH. But heck, if I like you..then I like you. I said I was going to do it if you go back to your singing and piano-playing cuteness, but THIS was even better. Baby, I like you even more...I didn't know you could do that T___T and what makes me feel even worse right now is that you even made the song your own and added, "cause I love you, I love you..." and pointed at me at the very end...T_T T_T T_T I'm sorry Ri....T_T the 12th was perfect and was my chance.....but I didn't do anything about it. I'm five days late....
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First of all, happy 24th/25th (?) birthday to SJ's 'Racoon' Kangin <33333 I forgot that his birthday was TODAY. I knew it was sometime in January and it was after Ming's but wait, that makes more sense -bangsheadondesk- it's funny, because nowadays I've been liking Kangin too (hence that cute dream I had of him *O*~) and it's his birthday after all <3 good timing...^^ I hope he has the greatest birthday today :) I think I'll make him something later. AND ISN'T IT THE SUPERSHOW (ENCORE? I'm not sure) IN NANJING TODAY AND TOMORROW?! :D
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I'm angry. Coffee really does stunt your growth. If I wanted to grow taller, why the JOHNTESH did I drink coffee so much last year? because it tastes nice with so much sugar and gives me happy highs? I don't care, I really regret it T_T I'm never going to drink coffee...ever. -bangsheadondesk- so stupid...
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Like a year ago today, I had another weird dream. It had something to do with this werewolf and I was looking after him and I always felt like he was going to eat me (?) but all he wanted was a cookie, and so I gave him one or two. There was this rule where I wasn't allowed to spoil him but it was all I kept doing (but not intentionally...) and I remember him telling me that he was here/was a werewolf because his sister is here (?) and I was afraid to ask but I asked, "Am I going to have to meet your sister?" I don't know remember what else, I think he fell in love with me (?!) and whenever I wanted to get out of the house, he would transport to the place where I was and bring me my favourite food...lol. Then the last part of my dream, all of my friends were living in this one mansion together?!?!?! but before we were inside the mansion, we were at this cake stall and all of the girls were choosing which cake they wanted but I remember the first two people that were there was Phillip and Novia and I followed them and when they picked one, it was really really expensive, like 30$ for a cake?! I know, and so I said I'm gonna chip in but I didn't have my wallet so I just went home. Half of the 'group'/whoever was at the house was upstairs and half was downstairs waiting for "the cake". And I remember I was looking outside the window, and I saw two cars that looked the same and they were both light green VW Beetles? One was Alan's and one was Novia's...then when they were inside, I was waiting at the top of the stairs and I was literally on the floor and my arm was reaching out to the people coming up the stairs with the cake and they gave it to me and the whole situation was like .. I don't know, life and death? I put the cake, which WASN'T EVEN CAKE but one slice of apple pie, on the table where everyone could surround it and everyone sat on their seats and Novia sat next to me and I asked her how much it was and she said 16$ and told me how she wasted money on it...and so I took out 8$ out of my wallet and gave it to her? then it was the time for everyone to have a little bit of the cake pie and Novia was the first to have a bit and when she did she took a reaaaaaaaaaally big bite like almost half of it was GONE and then she handed it over to me and so I had like a little bit of the crust and when everyone saw they all yelled me and was like "OMG ANN THERE'S ALMOST NOTHING LEFT!" and I'm like, "it wasn't me!!!!!!" then I handed it over to the next person which was Japhet and he pretended to eat the rest of the slice and then I woke up there T_T
I think I'll get a new layout.
I hate coffee so much right now I'm going to...to burn my coffee stash.