I hope something isn't wrong with Blogdrive? I can't even go convert my 'new' blog layout so...T_T it's 3:24am and I need to start sleeping early, haha. Now I really really really really REALLY want to watch Innocent Love you know WHY? Because it's from the same makers from LAST FRIENDS. So that means it'll be good because I love Last Friends so much right now. I think I've developed a girl-crush for Ruka, LOL. She's actually very pretty too. BE BACK TO EDIT!



edit: 3:06am, temporary new layout & "the world is officially out to get me."

Every single day for the past week, there has at least one sign telling me that I need to get off my butt and lose weight/exercise. I weighed myself the other day and I'm.. I'm HEAVIER. uh, hell to the no I won't reveal my weight but Josh and I were talking about our sleeping patterns and when I told him my particular sleeping pattern, he said that it wasn't healthy...then a few minutes later asked me if I worked out/excercised and I didn't reply and just went off MSN ^_______^" that's when I realised, "OKAY ANN! YOU REALLY REALLY NEED TO START BEING HEALTHY FROM NOW ON." Because yes, I know I came up with a diet in the beginning of the month (or was it last week...) but I have completely broken it and being chubby is really bothering me now especially when I look at myself. If you disagree with me being 'chubby' I will...SHOW YOU MY THIGHS. Nikoy thinks it's disgusting, haha.  I will do something about this...pronto. What I'm going to have to do first is SLEEP EARLY. Since these 'senior years' are most likely going to have so many nights up, studying...I should get alot of sleep before that starts to happen. Even though I do that when I'm actually backtracking....but whatever. I will sleep early, I will eat breakfast, I will eat small meals and I will NOT eat after 6pm. Junsu, I'm with you on this.

What's new with Ann: Starting from tonight, I've had virus-scanning problems and it's bugging me but I'm trying to fix it myself, I'm thinking of writing a Jae birthday one-shot (like I've always wanted) because I think I'm in heart with him all over again and I realised that's the thing with me and him. I..fall all over and over again and I always ask myself after, "I don't know what made me think that.." (in a good way) but now, I know it's just my reaction to when I haven't seen him in a while and I've been too immersed in either Yong or Hae LOL. This reminds me of the conversation last Sunday with me and Ahra and it was SO girltalktalkingaboutboys except it was about Jae and it was really serious until we realised...that something didn't feel right LMAO. Oh how I wish I had someone to really talk about in girl talk <3

I think I'll go to sleep now, hopefully for the last time at THIS hour.
.

(continued from title):
It's because it's closest feeling I can get to dreaming when I'm awake and in my dreams...There's only you.